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March 02 SickI had a terrible Chinese New Year this time. Why? While everyone was having celebrating party, I was in the hospital. I had a very bad fever, 39 degree. I wanna die, cos the headache was killing me. And I have to wait in the hospital for the doctor for 40 minutes. What a terrible night! Then that's not the end. I had flu for 2 weeks, coughing all the time. And yesterday, I don't know why. I was so dizzy. Everything was blurring. I slept when I got home, without changing my clothes. When I woke up, it was evening. These few weeks were totally a mess. February 01 Happy or Pretend Happy??Recently, i've been thinking about this question... may i really happy or just pretending i am happy.... smile in front of everyone, but still feel lonely and sad when i am alone... why? why? why? October 11 RainingThe Heaven is crying from this morning.The sky is grey just like my mood. Last Saturday, I got into the hospital, my second time of my life in the emergency dock because I can't breath. The feeling of the hospital is scary. The doctor asked me to have an X-ray. But I refused. Horrible memory flooded in my brain. I remembered last time I was in the hospital. I remebered the injections, the equipemnts, the medicines, the smell.... That made me feel scared. I think this is the punishment for what I have done. Today, it is Wednesday. I have suffered for 3 sleepless nights. I am tired but I just can't fall asleep. I think I will recover from the flu soon. Maybe later I will be better. Too many assignments dued ina couple of weeks, I need to get it done.
Ths morning, I went to see the docter for the registration. I recon that i am only 48kg. What an unbellievable number. It was my drem to be like that. But now, I don't think so. Being in England for a month. All excitements have gone. Actually, I didn't have any excitements. I wish I could finish the study as soon as possible.
PS: Thank you for all my friends that be with me on Saturday. Without you, I don't know what would happen. Thank you so much. I will take care of myself. September 19 In UKI am in UK now... just settle down... get my accomondation and other stuffs... the school will start soon... hope everything goes well... August 05 Am I Naughty or Nice?A online test on Tickle... Here is the result...
You're all sugar, no spice!You're all about sweetness, sunshine, and smiles. We've never met anyone nicer than you. Actually, we wouldn't be surprised to come across you sitting in a peaceful green meadow, surrounded by adorable baby animals eating out of your hand whilst your halo shines in the sun. Ah, we're just taking the mickey. But you are awfully good. Certainly, you may have dipped your toe in the naughty pool once or twice, but you generally stay in the shallow end, leaving the deep waters to the leather-and- nude-magazine crowd. It's all well and good to follow the straight and narrow, but it's okay to walk on the wild side once in a while, too. Have a drink. Organise a practical joke. Go to a strip club. Trust us - as long as no one gets hurt, it's fun to be bad! July 31 Moving House今天，终于搬家了。新屋又大又靓。电视超大，客厅超大，饭厅超大，厨房超大。所有野都系得一个大字哩形容。不过除左我间房。掂都好啦，我都好钟意。搬左几日，搬到我骨都散埋，very tired... need a good rest tonight....
very bad luck today... i hurt myself... bruce appeared on my body.... and i missed a very import call from British Consulate... don't know what to do now... wait for the rest of the day... still no calls from British Consulate again.... anyway... July 01 网上流传的一篇有趣的文章如果我们把全球人口压缩成只有100个人的部落，而且维持人类的各种比率，那么我们会得到如下结果：
57个亚洲人，21个欧洲人，14个美洲人，8个非洲人。52个男人，48个女人。30个白种人，70个非白种人。30个基督徒，70个非基督徒。89个异性恋者，11个同性恋者。6个人将拥有全部财富的59%，而且这6个人全部来自美国。80个人的生活不甚理想，70个文盲，50个人营养不良，1个人即将死亡，1个人即将生产，1个人拥有大专学历，1个人拥有电脑。
当我们从这样压缩的角度来看这个世界时，我们会更清楚这个世结需要更多的接纳、谅解和教育。
还有一些值得我们深思的：如果你今天早上醒来时还算健康。恭喜你，因为有一百万人将活不过一星期。如果你不曾经历战争的危险、被监禁的寂寞、被凌虐的痛苦、或是饥寒交迫；你该开心，因为你比5亿人还好命。如果你的冰箱里有食物、有衣服穿、还有地方住。恭喜你，你比全世界75%的人还富有。如果你在银行有存款、钱包里有钞票、还有一些零钱。恭喜你，你是全世界前8%的有钱人。如果您的双亲都还健在而且没有离婚。你算是幸运儿。
[比上不足，比下有余]，欲望永远没有被满足的一天。当媒体总是报导比而盖兹的财富、行业翘楚们的非凡生活时，或许你会觉得不满足；但请你看看这篇文章，想想那些挨饿、文盲、没有存款的人，或许你会平衡许多。 June 23 心情时间真系过得好快.... 又一年啦.... 发生过好多野.... 有开心,有唔开心.... 心情起幅好大.... 有时我控制唔到自己又唔知应该去边到发泄.... 真系好辛苦.... 好想好想心入面我挂住的果个人系身边.... 我唔知道自己仲可以撑到几时.... 同一时间.... 考试、补习、身题问题、精神问题.... 一起向涌我过哩.... 身体已经顶唔顺... 病左好多次... 好多人问点解你个样感残.... 我自己都唔清楚.... 我明明日日都早睡早起.... 可能精神极度疲倦.... 人真系唔可以懒... 懒开就有谱隐.... 想再努力就好难.... 感觉好难顶.... 希望我可以顺利考试合格.... May 07 Extract...态度决定一切，唯有深入了解态度的威力，才是化态度为行动的首要之务。它可以鼓励你积极行动，也可以变成毒药，瘫痪你的能力，使你无法发挥潜力。
态度决定了，究竟是你在驾驶生命，还是生命在驾驶着你。
有时候梦想也会成为前进的动力，前提是梦想要与现实充分结合。一个人丰富的内心世界和梦想在他人眼里也许会显得[很古怪]，但这恰恰是一个人真正拥有的财富。如果不付诸努力，再美好的梦想都只能化为泡影，而依托现实更是正确行动的基础。
有时候[白日梦]固然美好，但梦想毕竟不是现实，即使你有足够的勇气去追逐梦想，也很难保证中途一定不会遭遇任何变故，所以，在[做梦]的同时，你也必须作好[梦醒]的准备。
人生是漫长的，社会是辽阔的，因此，难免遭遇挫折，难免陷于悲观。在这种现实环境下，适当的准备和足够克服困难的方法，就显得非常必要。
人之可贵便在于跌倒一次就能有无所领悟，而非莫名其妙的跌跌起起。所以，每个人都要有[跌倒了也不要白白爬起来]的心态，而要认真细心的从中吸取经验，不断改正自己的错误，不断的奋发向上。
April 30 Eternal FlameEternal Flame
Say my name, sun shines through the rain.
April 28 爱不是理所当然，爱是得来不易。Currently read a book... i love what it says very much... here is the extract...
珍惜身边的每个人，每件事，每样东西，珍惜你所拥有的一切，必能带来一份满足的快乐，一份如花的心情。人如果不懂得珍惜，终其一生，都会苦于追逐而疲于奔命。
珍惜血浓于水的亲情吧！
不要因为一句气话、一件无心的过错而耿耿于怀。毕竟无论何时何地，亲情总在最需要的时候，默默地关怀你，无私地为你付出！
珍惜维系不易的友情吧！
世界之大，能成为知己，也是一种缘分。友谊就像溪水的流动，不曾干枯，只要你肯俯身汲取，便得滋润。
珍惜久远流传的爱情吧！
十年修得同船渡，百年修得共枕眠。你的另一半，可能不够帅，不够美，不够高，身材不够好，不够有钱，没有太多时间陪你，或未达到你心里那个完美情人的标准......爱的路上也许崎岖坎坷，但只要懂得相依相偎、生死相谐，就能获得执子之手，与子偕老的幸福。
所以在35岁前就学会好好珍惜你生命中的重要过客吧！把眼前本分确实地做好，才有条件继续追求更多、更高远的人生目标。 April 24 Busy... Busy... Busy...So busy these days... school work contributes the most... just had the mid-sem exam... i think i did well... hope it will be... what am i talking about?
 ... things got messy and messy... confused me... don know what to do next... maybe... is the time 4 me to have a break... acturally... i want to find a part-time job... maybe change to work from studing is a good idea... a few days ago... one of my friends told me that he got a work at a company as a boy... it is a very good job i thinks... i always see him on line... so free.. i love that.... i always dream that my job in the future will be sit at table... serving the net all day... how lazy...
 ...anyway... i need to concentrate more on my study.... don think too much crabs... um... um... um... fighting... fighting... ^o^ October 28 Coughs....Well, such a long time I havn't entered any comments here....  Everything goes well except my health... Today, my throat coughs....  I feel very bad... I think is the time for me to have a break.... March 14 new lifeFrom now on, I need to life by myself... The first night was a little bit lonely... I can't used to it now.. But I will try my best to get used to it... I will and I must.. March 10 Well, well, well.....Raining today, but I am feeling well. Everything goes fine if I can sign my contract for my new house.... March 09 唔好過的一日Today, it's a very bad day.. March 08 just sign up....Today, i just sign up the spaces.... acturally, it is very funny.... i may write things some time in the future.... but don't know.... |
... Who can help me to add music to the Media Player....
If i am lucky, I can move on Sunday... "SUNDAY", sounds like what a big day! Anyway..... 
Nothing I do is good. I am not feeling well and have no mood. 
I don't know how to do now.... Something in my heart that I want to say, but I don't know who I can talk to and how to say it.... Put every things in heart, feels very bad. Although someone will listen to me, but they won't understand forever... Actually, I am very lonely... I don't know who can share my thoughts...
But anyway... tomorrow is another day, I have to face it. Hope tomorrow I will be better.. -_- 
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